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talkaboutdrama
My blog dates back to November
18,
I'm reading every post I've ever made on this account and it scares me how much things has and hasn't changed. All the emotional shut downs and restarts I've had with the mini episodes and 'hypershifts' (lol, never thought I'd use one of Darren's words) and everything. There was a brief intermission and I regret not noting it down, because at this point in time, I don't want to miss a single day of my life - boring or not, I just don't want to miss out on the opportunity to reflect you know. I miss my friends and I really miss Jack. It angers me and the boys but I think it hurt Jason the most, and what sucks is we don't know what to say to make it better for him and ourselves. I'm just having one of those days where things can get so boring it forces me into daydream and then eventually into melancholy. I just want to grow up, be me and keep the friends I have now til' forever - and I mean it. Forever sounds very cliche for when someone wants to describe "a very long time", and I... (more)

My Amma
Hot and Cold
Dear Amma, Why is he like that? A few days ago he made me so happy by taking the initiative to talk to me, and even sending me a msg after we ended the chat on Monday, saying how I shouldn't sleep too late and telling me to think of Amma whenever I feel stressed. I was so happy, I couldn't sleep that night. But when I next sent him an email as I forgot to ask him something about the songs, he suddenly became formal and distant again, not even replying when I mentioned about the weather in sg. He COULD have just said something, but he didn't. It's like he was wary of my intentions and didn't want to push it. And the questions: "Does he know how I feel?" went through my mind again. Today I watched an old episode of Love Concierge. Lance asked Ru Yi: "If Jie Kuan and Ru Qin get married, will I stand a chance? You don't have to answer me now, I just want you to be happy. ... I have learnt how to be like Chun Chun." ... Ru Yi replied: "Does Chun Chun stand a chance? ... Does... (more)



LittleMissMuffet
for more reasons than one
i feel like fuck.

syael_forever1110
wow...all this fasting is definitely good and luckily not wearing me out
hey people and friends!!wow,today if i'm not wrong is the 5th day of the fasting month.though,i am quite grateful im not so weak during this period.hmm...talking about the small business i'm intending to work out,i really hope it does work.well,if you really are curious about it,it doesn't matter.it's just that i have been consumiing this nutrients for some time and it does help me a bit.tell you what,i'm a student and yes,i think i'm so stressed up already.though,after consuming this,i feel like i'm more relaxed and that i can get up early easily nowadays.i usually have the habit of wasting my time just to wake up to go to school cause seriously i feel dizzy.but now,it start to improve.my headaches have reduced and i am thankful for that.oh yeah,about the nutrients,well,we have drinks you know??we have a few flavors of protein shakes to cover up for your meals,like especially when you are on a diet.tell you what,it does work!!and not just a few kg,but sometimes up to 20kg weight loss... (more)

smirkfare
nOiSe &
mIsSeS..
shopping is a medicine im going to have another round of solo dating tomorrow. its the only way to cure this sickness i miss them terribly but i hate this yearning. if only we had some precious time. yes, time.